It’s been a month since my last diary entry so I thought I’d update you.
The weird messages are getting stronger. I was doing my hot seats in Las Vegas when one of my clients had a block. She didn’t know why she wasn’t showing up and why she wasn’t enough. We finished the hot seat and I started to speak to the next person about their hot seat but all of a sudden I got a really clear image in my head and I knew what had happened.
I had to stop the meeting and have a break and go up to the first client and tell her what I saw. She immediately burst into tears and told me the story of what I’d seen that had happened years previously. This is what had been holding her back.
I’ve had many of these weird things happen this month. One was in New York and was a simple message for someone there. It made no sense to me but I asked them if they wanted it. They did and they knew exactly what it was about.
A lot of the time it’s accompanied by a feeling though and some of the feelings and some of the messages aren’t that nice so I’m ignoring a lot of it. I never signed up for any of it but I certainly did not sign up to be the bad message bearer!
I spoke to my therapist about what has been going on and how I don’t like it as it’s completely out of alignment with my beliefs about this world. I’m glad I did because she has given me a plausible explanation.
When I was little, my world was a bit…chaotic…I guess is the word. And I often had to read people’s energy and mood to keep myself safe. My therapist said “where does intuition end and being psychic actually begin? What if you’ve just learned to read people better because you had to and have tapped into a normal scientific thing most people could do but don’t because they don’t have to?”
I like this. It makes it feel scientific rather than spiritual and I like not thinking there might be dead people in my head! I’ve seen Whoopi Goldberg in the film Ghost and I’m not up for it.
Anyway, let me tell you about the other thing I did. Past Life Therapy!
I know there are all different types of this therapy so I’ll tell you how mine worked. I went to a friend again (because trust issues) and that friend is Buckso Dw. Maybe you know her? She basically asks you to say out loud into the phone what you are asking and then she sends it to her friend Kelly who consults my spirit guides for the answers. During this time, Buckso does her thing writing down some things that come up for her when thinking about me. Then when Buckso gets the past life reading from Kelly she kind of joins it all up to give me the advice and the reading.
I’m sure there’s more to it than that but in laymans terms that’s the process.
So I asked this question:
“What has happened in a past life that is affecting my health today”.
And here’s the thing. I didn’t mean this actual day! I meant generally now, in this lifetime. Because for a while I’ve had breathing issues and stuff. So, I thought it would be about my chest or lungs.
But no. Nobody else knew including Buckso that I’d been having major issues with my stomach just that week. I’d even had a scan in a private A&E in London where they found that my entire intestines had an impaction that was dangerous! Yes, the trolls had been right all along – I quite literally was full of sh*t!
And the reading came back all about my stomach. Which is a bit weird.
Firstly, I cannot tell you how disappointed I was that I wasn’t Cleopatra. I mean, have you seen my fringe?! It makes no sense.
There were a couple of past stories but here’s the one I liked the best:
In the 14th century I was a shaman (male!) who could heal people and help them using energy in the leylines that crossed the parishes in the earth (I didn’t know what these were but Sam did because he’s a history nerd).
The authorities didn’t like that I was connecting people in this way and so said that I had to stop.
I did not stop (this makes sense).
So they ended up tying me to a post and literally gutting me down my stomach, spilling my intestines (graphic but you see where this is going).
So that’s why my stomach was having issues.
So we did this cutting of the cords thing to my chakras to release that past version of me. Felt weird and very woo but quite calming anyway.
The thing is…..my cynical brain did kick in and I realised even though I quite liked it, I don’t know that I believe it. But even if I did believe it, if I have loads of these past lives then how does it help? I can’t go back constantly finding out and cutting these cords, there’d be too many!
But it was quite fun finding out I was just as rebellious then as now!
So, we are half way through the year long experiment and I now need your help. What shall I try next? What do you think will be good for me when it comes to spirituality modalities.
Let me know and I’ll let you know how my new strange abilities go.
Lisa x
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